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IMPORTANT PLZ NOTE

2010-01-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

I've created a new blog which i'll probably update there...so...go to http://regretiswhatmanyfear.blogspot.com/ now to check it out tq everyone!!!!
Sorry for the inconvenience and thx again guys!!

2010-01-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!so freakin bored rite now...actually wanted to go iz house but duno why all sudden dont wan go..
Can any1 tok to me or tell me wad to do??OMG
Im gonna be bored to death and i dont wana do my homework so early...T_T

2010-01-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

Today was quite ok....nth went wrong..thats wad im ever hoping...
Nid do physics homework now omg...
So damn tired...;(

2010-01-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

Rushing through the damned articles nows...
Hope can faster complete and rest..omg im so freakin tired!!!!
Heng tmr dunnid early go sch..

2010-01-09T09:37:00.003+08:00

Im posting so early today coz im gonna do my newspaper article later on!!!
OMG still got so many..
Wonder if can even be completed...haiz...
Class was fun ytd...went to plaza aft school saw mr suki and talked to him for awhile dhen go library do geog hw!!!See i so guai omg!!!

2010-01-07T19:13:00.002+08:00

Dun rily know wad to post...but chinese class so funny....the stacia and eileen...
keep tease worh..!!!!walao..i rilly dont,u 2 know wad la..

2010-01-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

School today was so much better dhen de last 2days..haf to thank jiaqi.....wif her around i wont be so quiet/bored

2010-01-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school was like bullcrap,dumb sitting arangements made...cant u guys be smarter and dont change at all wtf????Classes were so boring....wish something would happen...T_T

2010-01-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!!School is reopening tmr....Damn..Hope it does nt suck...

2010-01-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone...dint expect myself to post this but well...i haf nth to do rite now....can any1 entertain me or some sort??

2009-12-29T11:43:00.001+08:00

Dint updated lately coz theres seriously nth to update about...so...
Wont be active these few days???o.0
Sch reopening soooo soon..wow

2009-12-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all my frenz and erm....new year too...???
Basically,headache these few days...haiz.

2009-12-23T11:38:00.000+08:00

Havent been updating lately..perhaps im too tired to do so....
School is reopening soon,hope that it wont suck!!

2009-12-18T11:19:00.001+08:00

went to swim wif the usual ppl cept w/o junyong as he went to malaysia....sadded...1 less joker around for now...
Saw zahirah at cck stadium,she went thre to swim to..so qiao...
Now so boring nth to do..

2009-12-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

091216

A Preview of SNSD’s Solo Concert at the Melon Music Awards!!!

After mysteriously not performing Tell Me Your Wish at the 2009 Golden Disk Awards, SNSD is finally performing it again for the first ever Melon Music Awards. And since they did not attend the MAMA, this marks their first Tell Me Your Wish performance for a year end award show.

The girls started with a hot dance break which was then followed by a shortened version of Tell Me Your Wish and finally ending the performance with their award winning 2009 Hit Gee. With the Chocolate Love performance earlier, and the Girls Generation performance as a tribute to Lee Seung Chul, the girls performed a total of four songs + a dance break. It was almost like a mini concert, or perhaps it's a preview of what's to come for their upcoming solo concert Into the New World.

Source:allkpop.com

2009-12-16T10:09:00.002+08:00

Went to bugis wif IZ JL Ruch Derrick and JY ytd initially to celebrate derrick's birthday,but...i dint see much things that were done for him...
Walked around,messed around,went to virtualland and played tekken 6....

2009-12-12T09:09:00.002+08:00

Woo...finally got online after over 24 hours....
Went to buy books ytd wif ruch and derrick..stupid jun yong overslept..waste our time wait him
Dhen went home to put books jiu went to nicholas' house to swim lerhs..
Swam about quite a few hours dhen went to yew tee point to eat sushi...
Went back to nicholas' condo to play billiard...had much fun there...
Dhen went to causeway because some ppl went up the wrong mrt dhen bo pian follo...they even chiong...
Dhen pwned them in tekken 5 dhen jiu go home liaos...
So tired after coming back...

2009-12-09T12:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm...Went to lot1 ytd wif JunYong Junlong Ruchyi & derrick..
We met at bpp lrt and discussed where to go for so freakin long...hang out at arcade till around 8 i tink....dhen go out lot1 outdoor there(dunno what its called) to watch some dance performances dhen junyong danced wif them so freakin funny..

2009-12-04T11:02:00.002+08:00

Damn...down wif a flu and slight fever...
Had a terrible headache ytd and cant sleep well...
Hope can recover soon..~~

2009-12-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

Juz came bck nt long ago after goin swimming wif Iz and JL.
So exhausted rite now..dont know still can last how long b4 i fall asleep...
Hope can go elsewhere these few days..staying at home is juz boring...!!!!!

2009-12-01T11:02:00.002+08:00

WTF la!!!!!Juz came bck from australia jiu got prob wif phone....
Stupid card reader cant read my freakin memory stick say wad no drivers installed....
Sum1 help me plzzzz!!!!!

2009-11-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

Woots!!!Back from holiday in australia!!!had sooo much fun,however,i missed all my frens here in singapore and hope to see them soon!!!!
If any1 wans to know wad happened during the trip pls gimme a call or ask me directly....its veri long so i do nt wish to post it...sorry

2009-11-21T08:13:00.001+08:00

Goin to australia in about 4 hours time...and i havent rilly packed yet...
So...im gonna pack now and u guys...miss me ya???o.0...
Im soo gonna miss u guys too...

2009-11-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

Juz wana say sorry fer juz now....
I know i dint really showed my concern for u pls forgive me!!!T_T

2009-11-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

Bck from swimming and isaac's house...walao so tired rite now!!!T_T
And a big thx to everyone and rmb nt to message me when im gone or u will regret!!!

2009-11-20T08:08:00.001+08:00

And btw!!!those who want to know how long i'll be gone..it'll be 8days..
Tmr afternoon jiu buhbye guys!!!!

2009-11-20T07:43:00.001+08:00

Slept for five hours 2dae morning..even so,felt so refreshing...
Goin out wif iz jl ruch they all ltr go swim,probably wont see or go out wif them for a week at least....T_T
Gonna miss u guys when im away..omfg i sound like emigrating but im nt let me testify it....
And erm..haiz..

2009-11-19T08:36:00.002+08:00

Went to watch movie wif IZ ruchyi junlong junyong pravin and derrick ytd..(2012)
It featured many deaths which were so freakin funny and we couldnt stop laughing
There was a part showing middle finger and some vulgarities

Btw guys...im goin Australia on Sat afternoon...gonna miss u guys soo much..
Miss me too ya guys???Spam me calls or messages rite now b4 i go overseas..that would make my day!!
Gonna be gone for a whole week if nth goes wrong!!A week omfg!!!

2009-11-18T07:46:00.002+08:00

I should haf said this earlier...but i hope it wont be too late now..
Some say its not over till its over..But i guess this is really over now...
Theres something i gotta say before i let you go..Listen,

Be happy with him so i can move on,
Please erase me out of your heart,
Although i tried my best but,no~
I've been living the lies for too long,
Yet,you would just look at me and smile

2009-11-16T14:37:00.001+08:00

My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side. Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

2009-11-16T07:46:00.002+08:00

Whoa!!!ytd was so tiring...forced to do housework by family dhen so early jiu slept lerhs...paiseh if i'd neglected you...hope u had fun at sentosa ytd...
Wad i need rite now is to find a place to keep my love for you in it...its so overwhelming that im feeling suffocated..T_T

2009-11-14T09:10:00.000+08:00

finally back fom the class chalet..
It was fucking fun omfg..really bonded well wif my classmates,unfortunately,it is'nt possible to be wif all of them the next year..sobsT_T
Many crazy things happened at the chalet..so chaotic and confusing..

2009-11-11T07:36:00.000+08:00

Goin for the long awaited chalet 2dae..still haven packed yet..
Still so tired...however,excited...
Dont haf much to say...i go pack bag lerhs

2009-11-09T07:09:00.000+08:00

I don’t fall behind, I’m still useful, I haven’t died yet
because of you, my body destroyed, my dream disappeared, my mind lost
for you i’d throw my entire body, to the place you’re at i’d run
but you said goodbye and goodbye
what was the reason why you didn’t like me? your confident expression, tell me everything, it makes me sad
but even if i say i like you and ask you for another chance, your back turned on me, i don’t like your cold look

2009-11-07T08:17:00.000+08:00

Why am i feeling so empty deep inside?
Is it because i love u too much,
or is it because u dont love me..

U said u dont feel loved/the love from me,
is it because i am nt showering u with enough love,
or is it just that u dont wana love me..

So why am i having sleepless nites and lifeless days?
Is it because i am missing you,
or because this is life without you..

Is it possible for us to be together again?
I think that decision lies wif you

Ytd was great!!xD

2009-11-04T07:08:00.001+08:00

Went swimming wif kimfei-dar,belle,isaac,jun long and ruchyi ytd...
Met each other at different timings however,we had fun at the pool...
Kimfei-dar was hesistant about doin sumthing which was not considered indecent but took long to do so...finally thanks to isabelle,she managed to do so...
Lastly,i wana do a confession in my blog...
ILY KIMFEI-DAR<33

Aiyo~In denial...

2009-11-03T09:28:00.000+08:00

i juz woke up,however,supposed to meet isaac and junlong at 9 dhen go to cck to swim..
wads more..cck nid the swimming trunks which 1 dont haf..so now,considering whether to go swim at cck,dun go at all,or go yew tee..
WTF shud i do???o.0...

Bro's B'dae 2dae???

2009-11-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

My younger bro b'dae happens to fall on tis particular day....dint realise until the birthday cake was mentioned....am i a bad brother??nah...juz forgetful hahas xD
Went to dardar's house 2dae play mahjong wif belle isaac and junlong...
Learnt how to play mahjong dhen play a few rounds jiu haf headache,perhaps in the future got more chances to do so???o.0...

Lmao??WTF...

2009-11-02T08:05:00.000+08:00

Ytd we were supposed to report the to sakura outlet for the first day of day
When we arrived,mickie mouse said that they had enuf ppl and that other outlets were saying that we were too young and isaac was lyk wtf,knnbccb..
And said he wanted to burn down tis and that...whatever,the important point is..
Cant they juz give us a fcking call??Is it so difficult,mickie?
Though nt rily veri pissed...still felt disappointed....
Damn..i rily wanted to work...
To any1 hiring..im 14 and pls make sure there's vacancy for me if u wana hire me....wtf??xD

Great sleep last nite!!~

2009-11-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

Juz woke up from my slumber,realised how well i slept last nite..
Ytd was quite boring but, wasnt quite bad though
Goin to work wif close frens tis evening,wish me luck(dun get fired on first day)..
Anticipating much from 2dae...hope it works out well <33

So fcking bored~~Nida find sumthing to do!!!

2009-10-31T11:27:00.000+08:00

Due to heavy boredom i decided to post these vids me and my frens made...
First vid-

2nd vid-

Enjoy them~~

Woots so happy 2dae~~~

2009-10-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

spent a fabulous tym wif sum1 special 2dae....felt so shiok
hope she had fun too!!
last day of school 2dae...sad....gonna miss most of my fabulous classmates and frenz..
Luv u guys!!!

Sry for being so dead...

2009-10-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

Wow..got my results today and wtf it sux??hope and get to the course i want fer next year...wanted to go swim wif my frens today but sadly i was so freakin tired..haf fun guys!!!
Haf been swimming these few days...arms aching bad.....
Hope to be in the same class as the ppl who im close wif...

WTF???

2009-10-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

omfg!!!been down on luck these few days wtf....wonder wad will happen next...sians...hate tis unlucky life

Chatbox recently dead..

2009-10-13T18:05:00.001+08:00

sorry for not posting..rily sorry but pls dun ignore the chatbox and ask any questions or tok abt anythings u wan thx~~

Sooo busy rite now~~~

2009-10-11T13:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry for posting late,recently busy wif studying and stuff like that,but i promise i will post more in the coming days...going out to study liaos buhbyes

Happy Belated B'dae Fren

2009-10-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

Well,its one of my best budds birthday ytd,could'nt post earlier coz could'nt get on9.We walked arnd jurong point like wow many times and got so freakin tired and in the end we got him the bag he wanted and juz wana wish him a happy b'dae and erm....stop pissing ppl off liao

Tired liaos~~

2009-10-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

Waa exam tmr,btr go and sleep early,nites everyone

Restarted

2009-10-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

sumthing happened when i tried to do sumthing,so my last resort was to restart it

~~despair~~